Spotlight & Giveaway: Cam Girl by Leah Raeder

Posted November 2nd, 2015 by in Blog, Spotlight / 48 comments

Today it is my pleasure to Welcome author Leah Raeder to HJ!


From the USA TODAY bestselling author of Unteachable and Black Iris comes a new, sexy romantic suspense novel about two best friends who are torn apart by a life-shattering accident…and the secrets left behind.


Please summarize the book for the readers here:

cam-girl-leah-raederCam Girl is about two best friends who are torn apart by a tragic accident, and how they rebuild their lives–for better and for worse. Vada, the heroine, discovers things about herself she never knew were possible…and a future she never dared to imagine.

Please share the opening lines of this book:

A car crash is a work of art. At first it’s Cubism: the hood folding, doors crumpling, windshield splitting into a mosaic of shattered light, the whole world breaking into shards of color and noise and tumbling around you like a kaleidoscope. Screeching tires and cold air and gasoline and your own scream are all just bits of debris flying around, gorgeous chaos.


Please share a few Random facts about this book…

  • I’d always been fascinated with the world of camming, but I didn’t know the details of how it worked. I had to do a lot of research. Like watching actual cam girls perform. It was…eye-opening.
  • All the cammers in the book are named after characters from Disney movies.
  • Some of the usernames in the chatrooms are references to other romance novels. See if you can spot them.


Please tell us a little about the characters in your book. As you wrote your protagonist was there anything about them that surprised you?

I wrote Vada, my heroine, as a subversion of your typical “alpha male” hero–she’s the alpha female heroine. Vada possesses traits that we typically find in “alpha” heroes: she’s dominant, assertive, protective, and fights fiercely for the people she loves, but she’s also short-tempered and controlling, and struggles to rein in her destructive impulses. It surprised me to realize that the same qualities many romance readers will laud in a hero are ones we’ll criticize a heroine for possessing. Women like Vada are often labeled “bitches” (and worse), and told they’re “acting like men.” I wrote a character like her to break down that double standard.


What, in your mind, distinguishes this book from other books out there in the same genre?

Cam Girl tackles bisexuality, gender identity, and relationships between girls in a no-holds-barred way. I wanted to portray a female friendship so intense and intimate that it blurs the lines, and to show how difficult it can be when you have an identity that’s somewhere in the middle of two polar ends–whether it’s being bisexual, or biracial, or genderfluid. This book is about the gray areas in our personal identities and how we come to terms with that in-betweenness.

The First kiss…

The first kiss is not actually their first, but it’s the first time they’re reconnecting after going their separate ways…and it’s full of all the heat, intensity, resentment, and repressed longing you can imagine.

Did any scene have you crying or laughing (or blushing) while writing it?

I cried at the ending. I can’t share it because it’s a HUGE spoiler, obviously, but hopefully you’ll get a little misty-eyed, too. The characters had all been through so much pain and despair, and to finally give them closure felt like deliverance.

If your book was optioned for a movie, what scene would you use for the audition of the main characters?

Definitely a scene I think of as “The Color Experiment.” Here Vada and Ellis, the two best friends, are doing an experiment: Ellis is blindfolded, and Vada is guiding her through the woods by only describing the colors of objects around them. Green colors mean “go,” red colors mean “stop,” and so on. Ellis is trying to demonstrate that even though Vada can’t physically paint anymore, she can still see the beauty in the world around them, and paint it with her words.


…a fox pranced into the path, a limp dove dangling from its jaws.
“Ellis,” I murmured, but if she removed the blindfold she’d probably spook it.
I had to show her.
“Red. Harvest red. A jacket of russet, and sienna, and umber.” She didn’t object to extra words, so I went on, “Soot-black socks. A vest of pure snow. And amber…buttons. Old, wise amber that holds the sun, and carries it into the darkness, like tiny lamps.”
“Is it a fox?” she whispered.
The fox arrowed into the underbrush, leaves shimmering with light in its wake.
I smiled and touched her arm. “Verde musgo.”
“What’s that?”
“The color of your eyes.”


What do you want people to take away from reading this book?

I hope people take away the same lessons Vada learns throughout the story: that everyone we meet is fighting a war inside, so we should be kind to each other–and there is so much more to this world, and to the people in it, than what we can see with our eyes.

What are you currently working on? What other releases do you have planned for 2015?

I’m working on my fourth romantic suspense novel, Bad Boy, which will be out Spring 2016. Bad Boy continues to deal with queer themes: bisexuality, gender nonconformity, and all that fun stuff. It brings back characters from my three previous books for an epic reunion. Plus the hero is a transgender boy, and I absolutely love writing him–there are so few voices like his out there in literature. We need way, way more trans rep in books, especially characters who fall on the masculine side of the transgender spectrum.

Thanks for blogging at HJ!


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Book Info:

Vada Bergen is broke, the black sheep of her family, and moving a thousand miles away from home for grad school, but she’s got the two things she loves most: her art and her best friend—and sometimes more—Ellis Carraway. Ellis and Vada have a friendship so consuming it’s hard to tell where one girl ends and the other begins. It’s intense. It’s a little codependent. And nothing can tear them apart.

Until an accident on an icy winter road changes everything.

Vada is left deeply scarred, both emotionally and physically. Her once-promising art career is cut short. And Ellis pulls away, unwilling to talk about that night. Everything Vada loved is gone.

She’s got nothing left to lose.

So when she meets some smooth-talking entrepreneurs who offer to set her up as a cam girl, she can’t say no. All Vada has to do is spend a couple hours each night stripping on webcam, and the “tips” come pouring in.

It’s just a kinky escape from reality until a client gets serious. “Blue” is mysterious, alluring, and more interested in Vada’s life than her body. Online, they chat intimately. Blue helps her heal. And he pays well, but he wants her all to himself. No more cam shows. It’s an easy decision: she’s starting to fall for him. But the steamier it gets, the more she craves the real man behind the keyboard. So Vada pops the question:

Can we meet IRL?

Blue agrees, on one condition. A condition that will bring back a ghost from her past.

Now Vada must confront what she’s been running from. A past full of devastating secrets—those of others and those she’s been keeping from herself…


Meet the Author:

Leah Raeder is a writer and unabashed nerd. Aside from reading her brains out, she enjoys graphic design, video games, fine whiskey, and the art of self-deprecation. She lives with her very own manic pixie dream boy in Chicago. Visit her at
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48 Responses to “Spotlight & Giveaway: Cam Girl by Leah Raeder”

  1. Katie Lowden

    I would like to see more characters with disabilities, whether it’s visable or not.

  2. Raven

    Obviously all the diversity is always good, but the one thing I WISH we saw more of is fat characters in romance, and to have their central plot not revolve around them wanting/needing to lose weight so they can fit in. Dumplin and Vintage Veronica are the only two I’ve found so far and as a fat girl myself I want more!

  3. Dahlia Adler

    Duh, all of the above, but if I’m being specific: 1) I’d love to see more Deaf/HoH characters who speak ASL. There’s just something so extra hot about being fluent in talking with your hands. 2) More f/f forever, obviously. 3) I’d love to see more gender fluidity – Ellis has totally turned me on to wanting more, and I’d love to see a gender fluid or genderqueer narrator. 4) *Definitely* more characters of color. There’s not a single non-white race that isn’t supremely lacking in NA, especially, so, bring it! And INTERSECTIONALITY FTW.

  4. Sydnee

    Definitely more people of color, particularly black women, but also, I want the “tall, dark and handsome bad boy” trope as it pertains to white heroes to die a miserable death. I’m OK with an occasional white guy, but can he have brown eyes that don’t change colors based on his emotions? Guys who are short, or pasty as fuck, and actually competent with their emotions? Can we at least have that, America?

    I’d love to see mental illness in romance – not as a plot point, but just as an aspect of the character. I’d like to see the hero pop a Xanax and no one blink an eye. I’ve never seen that done.

  5. Kelley (@nanogeekette)

    I personally want to see more transgender boy characters and genderqueer characters. Because having someone like me in romance novels would be great. Plus, the trans boy community needs more rep anyways.

  6. elisecrisp

    I’d enjoy any of those forms of diversity. I do think the queer, POC, and disabled get left out of contemporary/pop romance far too often, so maybe all three at once, but not if it ends in sadness, you know? That’s too easy. I’m not saying it has to be an HEA, but there is a range between death and HEA that often gets ignored. Plus, I like the open-ended conclusion. Great giveaway. Cam Girl is a fabulous book. I did weep, but I adored each tear. Would love to have in in PB form.

  7. debby236

    I like all the ideas you gave but would also like to see some heroines that are not stick figures.

  8. thedarlingbookworm

    Of course all diversity is awesome, and there has been a lot of various representation in these past few years especially. Yet I still don’t see a lot (or any) representation of disabled people, particularly deaf characters, or characters in wheelchairs. So that’s what I’d like to see more of in literature.

  9. Susan T.

    I want to see more characters with disabilities who aren’t cranky please! Lol! It would also be great to see more plus sized characters too. I loved Dumplin’ and would love to see more like it!

  10. peggy clayton

    I would love to see more characters like me in a wheelchair with major illness anything like that all the books that i read none of the people have the wheelchair as a problem or other things that go with it

  11. Linda Moffitt

    I like someone else’s choice deaf and/or mute and also with unseeable disabilities like depression

  12. Jennifer Bohlman

    I definitely want to see more disabled characters, particularly more invisible/chronic illnesses other than mental illnesses (nothing against mental illness representation, just that other invisible illnesses don’t get enough of it). I’m talking about characters with fibromyalgia, RA, lupus, Chron’s, diabetes, sickle cell, etc. Either that or more characters with psychosis-based mental illnesses like schizophrenia and characters with personality disorders, because all of the representation those illnesses get are always really offensive.

  13. Laura Lovejoy Brunk

    Diversity is out there…if you like a certain character or story line, it’s there i think

  14. kermitsgirl

    All of the above for sure, but I’d like to see more physically impaired characters. I think the other two examples you mention are more prevalent than people realize – I never have any issue finding a good romance with racially or sexually diverse characters.

  15. Debbi Wellenstein

    I always like stories about emotionally impaired people, who learn to cope with everyday life, and, yes, romance!

  16. Tiffany Johnson

    All of the above, but especially mental illness since that affects so many and has such stigma attached to it. There is a bigger push in the M/M genre right now, but I like to read F/F too. Thanks!

  17. Valentina B.

    My parents are deaf and they speak sign language. And they are more capable to take care of themselves than most people who hear. I would love to se more books with deaf people as hero/heroine to show to the world how they are perfectly normal people inspite their disability.

  18. Lisa M

    All of the above of course … but also main characters that are in my age group … 40s ish 😉

  19. mrsmac19

    I think I’d like to see more characters dealing with disabilities. As a Special Education teacher, I’d like to see that population be better represented. I’m starting to read more dyslexics and some anxiety disorders, but an ADHD or LD character would be nice to see.

  20. Cynthia

    More complex, dark, rough female characters, that aren’t all that likeable, but kind of extremely lovable if that makes any sense.

  21. erinf1

    Definitely all of the above! and more characters that are in their 30’s/40’s. I get tired of all the couples being in their early 20’s. They are practically babies! Thanks for sharing!

  22. Meredith Miller

    All of the above! Also characters who are a little older, characters who are not amazingly wealthy, characters who are just a little bit more real.

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