Spotlight & Giveaway: Midnight Son by Michelle Pace

Today it is my pleasure to Welcome author Michelle Pace to HJ!

Hi Michelle and welcome to HJ! We’re so excited to chat with you about your new release, Midnight Son!

To start off, can you please tell us a little bit about this book?:

Boone has spent most of his life as an honorary member of the Campbell family, after turning up in town square 25 years ago. He doesn’t remember much of anything from his life before, but forest fires in the area have sparked reoccurring dreams that he’s identified are actually memories. He’d normally confess all this to Andi Campbell, since they have been friends/faux siblings since her mother took him in all those years ago. But Andi and Boone are avoiding each other for many months.

Andi is frustrated since she knows Boone is as into her as she is him. He refuses to admit his feelings and she’s not one to beg. Her sister’s getting married, and she and Boone are Maid of Honor and best man, so there’s not avoiding each other. But Boone’s acting strangely once they arrive at the remote inn where the ceremony will take place, and he confides to Andi that he recognizes this place from “before”.
 

Please share your favorite lines or quote(s) from this book:

I really love these lines:

– “These are the words no one else gets to hear him say. This is the side of him no one else gets to see. This is my Boone. Mine”
– “I’ve been wasting my life, pining for a lost cause. Boone and I are a product of my imagination. The reality is dysfunctional. We’re crippled without each other, but cataclysmic together.”
– “I’d give my right lung to be alone with her now, not a stitch of material between us, worshipping every inch of her alabaster skin. My heart rattles and hums as I openly stare, then will myself forward, a thirsty man stumbling toward a desert oasis.”

What inspired this book?

It’s a sequel, so obviously True Gold (book one) was largely the inspiration. The earthquakes and Swan Lake fires that happened after I published True Gold helped solidify my story.

How did you ‘get to know’ your main characters? Did they ever surprise you?

Boone was the mute “brother” of Delilah in True Gold, who always followed Andi around. He’s an amazing tracker and very bright, though he’s been treated like the village idiot because he doesn’t speak. He and Connor (hero, True Gold) are close, and such a contrast…polar opposites in many ways.

Boone’s mutism is selective, so he is capable of speech, though not in all situations. Writing a lot of his early scenes were a challenge, since there was so much he couldn’t or wouldn’t say.
The ‘why’ of his mutism and how he ended up in True is explained in Midnight Son.

Andi is the dry and sassy sister of Delilah, heroine of True Gold. She and Delilah had a major falling out, but their relationship turned a positive corner in True Gold, and we get to see more about this situation from Andi’s point of view in Midnight Son. I was surprised at how protective I was of Andi, who was not a fan favorite in True Gold. Her origin story really demonstrates how everyone is going through something you can’t see.

What was your favorite scene to write?

I always enjoy tense scenes, so the scene where Andi and Boone are hiding on a fishing boat is one of my favorites.

Andi sucks in a long, startled breath, her horror-stricken eyes clawing their way back to mine. Clarity settles over her, along with profound sadness.
“Boone…”
We’re so close I can’t tell where her exhalation ends and my inhalation begins. The air crackles around us, and it’s a wonder all the sensitive equipment here doesn’t arc and catch fire. The constant give and take is just too demanding, too fucking potent. I take a step forward, forcing her back against the wall. All that remains between us is air warmed by our labored breaths, and years of pent-up frustration.
“Tell me what you want,” she says, not a question, but a demand.
“Revenge.” It’s not what she expected me to say, and she’s frowning as I reach behind her, my hand shamelessly skimming her toned ass before diving into the hidden cubby I remember from countless hours spent playing down here. My fingers do a blind sweep, searching. Andi contorts her agile frame so she can look on as I pull out two plastic army men and a fistful of multi-colored Legos. Seeing these relics, I choke, remembering who gave them to me. A clear picture of their smiling faces one Christmas morning makes my eyes sting.
“Oh, my God.” Andi breathes, surveying the aging remnants of the boy I once was. Sparing her the barest glance, I drop the entire haul into her open hands.
“Someone did this to me, Andi.” Unadulterated hate pumps through my veins.
I’m looking right through her now… seeing the events that happened to me between that unknown void of my childhood to when I ended up in True. Unfortunately, I have memories of that journey, but I could never talk about that, not even to her.
Andi places a warm, gentle hand on my cheek, and though it’s painful, I meet her eyes.
“We have to be careful,” she rasps, her softness pressing into me, distracting and maddening.
I shift to accommodate her, desperate for her comfort, yet defiantly pushing her away from my aching body and my shredded heart. “I fucking know that. Don’t you think I get that?” I close my eyes, sad that I can’t control my tongue, and mortified she’s the target of my careless words.
But Andi’s lovely face, my favorite in the whole wide world, is all forgiveness and benevolence. Something shady went down here, and a little boy’s life changed forever because of that. Andi doesn’t know what I learned from Connor tonight, nor from Dale’s drunken ramblings, but she sees a reckoning is coming to whoever’s responsible.
She takes hold of me by the back of my neck, and caught off guard, I have no choice but to show her what’s behind my shuttered eyes. Outrage and longing and copious amounts of grief bubble to the surface, and Andi sees it all. Watching every micro-expression, she pulls me close, and I melt into the sanctuary of her embrace. Forehead to forehead, she holds me for a long time, as warm and angry tears spill down my cheeks.

What was the most difficult scene to write?

Probably the first one, since Boone and Andi aren’t talking (haven’t spoken in months). Since Boone barely talks anyway, it involved a lot of inner thoughts on his part. Sometimes what you don’t say can be incredibly revealing.

My chest hurts when I think about how far we’ve grown apart. Meeting Andi is one of my earliest memories, since my time before True is total blackness. She’s been my closest friend for as long as I can recall, and I would never have believed anything could change that. Regardless of my beliefs, we’ve seen each other less and less with every passing month.
Andi meets my gaze, her blue eyes loaded with things she’d like to say. I look away, sparing myself the torture of coveting what I’ll never have and sparing her the need to make trivial conversation. I survey Lu’s kitchen. Other than the calendar on the wall, nothing’s changed since I first sat at this table so many years ago.
It’s so warm in this house, but my teeth still chatter so hard that my face aches. The nice lady brought me in her truck. I give my fuzzy head a shake, trying to clear the cobwebs that have taken root in my brain. She said her name was Lu. I don’t think I’ve ever met a woman named Lu, but she had a friendly smile and a king-sized Snickers. I knew I shouldn’t get in her truck. Someone told me not to take candy from strangers, but I can’t remember who told me that and they aren’t here and, anyway, I’m starving.
I feel bad for throwing up on Lu’s front seat, but it was probably the chicken salad the deli threw out in the dumpster. Maybe I just wolfed down the candy bar way too fast. When I couldn’t get the window down fast enough, I expected Lu to hit me, or at least to yell. When she didn’t, I finally started to relax.
“He’s just a little boy, Dick! And he’s skin and bones!” I hear the nice lady snap from somewhere nearby. My shoulders tense at the sharp change in her tone. “Wanda says he’s been hanging around the square for days now. Days! In this weather. Everyone in this town is an asshole.”
I’m too exhausted to make out much of what he’s saying other than “child protective services” and “what if he has bed bugs… where’s he gonna sleep?”
I notice a little girl across the table from me, her big blue eyes thoughtful and bright. She pushes her bag of popcorn my way. Too hungry to be polite, I snatch it and shove dirty fistfuls of the salty, buttery goodness into my mouth. She watches me, her curious pale eyes wise beyond her years.
“Do you like lime Kool-Aid?”
I stop chewing and nod.
“It’s my favorite.” Next thing I know, she’s pulling herself up onto the counter, part monkey, part gymnast, and snatching two glasses out of the cupboard. She hops down and pours emerald liquid from a huge, full pitcher with the confidence of someone used to doing everything for herself.
“My name is Andrea, but no one calls me that ‘cept my mom and dad, mostly when I’m in trouble. What’s your name?” She tilts her head and I open my mouth to tell her. I really want to, but it just won’t come out.
Instead, I stuff another handful of popcorn in my mouth. Undeterred, she doesn’t miss a beat.
“You can call me Andi.”
Words escape me in a hoarse whisper, before I have a chance to reconsider them.
“Boone.”
Little Andi smiles so brightly, my chest stops hurting and I feel like I can take a big breath. Andi pushes my glass across the table to me and I grasp at it, gulping greedily. “Well, Boone, if Daddy doesn’t want to let you to sleep on the couch, you can sleep with me in my bed.”
A man stumbles into the room, red nosed and squinting. He’s got a beer in his hand. “What’s your name, kid?”
“He’s Boone, Daddy,” Andi tells him.
“Boone’s coming with me, Andrea Nicole. We need to find him some place to stay.”
“Not yet, Daddy. We’re having a snack.”
The man leans on the counter, and Lu comes back into the room, her arms crossed and her expression cross as well. “He’s got to go, sweetheart.”
“No!” Andi is on her feet, and at my side. She throws her arms around my neck, ignoring my dirty skin and ripped and soiled clothes. She smells like grape gum and fabric softener. I close my eyes and breathe her in. “My Boone!”
That same girl stands two feet away from me, now tall, polished, and too proud to break our silent standoff. That first night wasn’t the last time she invited me into her bed, which is why we’re in this fucking situation right now. I’m claustrophobic this close to her, and when I turn to leave she’s blocking my path.

Would you say this book showcases your writing style or is it a departure for you?

I would say it is very much a reflection of my inner voice and my style, which is gritty, real, and angsty af.

What do you want people to take away from reading this book?

Life is too short to get caught up in the expectations of others and deny yourself happiness. Also, just because you have a past or you’ve been through some stuff doesn’t mean you aren’t entitled to love and happiness on the flipside.

What are you currently working on? What other releases do you have planned?

I have two short stories coming out in anthologies soon (one steamy paranormal called Red Eye, and one thriller called Cicada Song), and I am working on the true life biopic of some friends of mine that will be a real departure from what I’m used to.

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Excerpt from Midnight Son:

I see the match strike between the curtains, and the spark that follows, but I can’t focus on anything but her screams. I pee my pants, even though I haven’t done that in forever, pressing my palms to my temples, because she’s making my head hurt. Her begging twists my tummy in knots. My mouth won’t stop watering, and I want to be brave, a big boy, but I need to throw up first.
My eyes scan the yard, squinting against the fading light of the midnight sun, which casts spooky shadows even though we ate supper hours ago. I’m desperate, searching for a weapon. I’m going back inside that house. Nothing catches my eye, so I creep toward the garage. I hate that place and usually avoid at all costs, but there are tools inside, maybe even a box cutter.
Whatever. I just need the screaming to stop.
Forcing myself toward the slanting structure, I notice sunlight glint off of something in the weeds near the entrance. I inch closer, staying low, afraid I’ll be seen from the windows of our cabin. I reach out for the thing in the weeds, and when my fingers close around its curves, I know it’s just what I need. A tire iron.
That will hurt.
Wicked laughter erupts from somewhere nearby, freezing me mid-motion. The Twinkie and chocolate milk I had for dessert revolt, and I spill them right in front of my holey sneakers. Wide-eyed and gasping for breath, I cover my sticky mouth with my sweaty palm. My heart gallops at breakneck speed, threatening to burst from my chest. I’m so afraid I might have been heard, but her screaming is even louder now, so I doubt it.
Glass breaks, and by the time I muster the courage to come out into the open, I see flames. In seconds, the smoke is so thick that I can’t see my own hand in front of me. I try to cry out, even though I know there is no one around to help me.
A piercing squeal jolts me awake and I gasp for breath, one foot still firmly planted in my nightmare. Disoriented, I blink at the bright sunlight. As with every other morning I’ve woken from that dream, it takes several seconds to realize I’m no longer the boy in the woods, but a grown man. This morning, I’m a grown man tangled in my blankets on LuAnn Campbell’s living room floor. Vague memories of tossing and turning on her lumpy couch claw their way into my addled brain. At first, I can’t remember why I’m not in my own bed down the hall. Then reality bites back. Andi’s here, and even with a wall between us, I couldn’t sleep that close to her.
“Lie!” Connor growls out his nickname for my “sister” Delilah.
A slamming door ripples the floor beneath me, pulling my focus back to what woke me. Rapid footsteps approach, and bolting upright, I watch as a flash of frizzy brown hair and dark limbs tears through the living room and into the kitchen beyond. Leaping to my feet, I hurry after Delilah, heart hammering and a single thought floating through my foggy mind.
He better not have fucking hurt her.
“What the hell?” My other surrogate “sister” Andi blurts, and when I round the corner, Andi’s staring at Delilah with a furrowed brow. Lilah appears completely uninjured, performing some sort of victory dance. I breathe deeply, trying to steady my hammering heart.
Sleep deprivation has me off my game. Every one of us has been on edge recently, and with good reason. The trials of the three surviving men who abducted Delilah and Andi’s mother, LuAnn, have been delayed again, and we’re all more than ready to just have them over with. I’m not sure why I’ve been called to testify; the powers that be should know I’ve got nothing to contribute. Even if I had anything to say—which I don’t—everyone knows I’d never be able to form a sentence in open court. I wonder if I’ll be held in contempt when I refuse to answer questions. I think I’d rather be dead than end up in a jail cell again.
Delilah and her fiancé, Connor Garrett’s, version of events is literally front-page news. So is the discovery of the last of the missing Aurora gold on Connor’s property. Delilah and Connor got famous back in high school for finding some of the missing stolen gold that had dropped out of a hijacked airplane before they were born. Everyone and their dog had been searching for the missing pallets for years, and the fact that two high school kids found one had been international news. Now that the same couple turned in the final missing pallet—worth twice as much as the rest of them—the infamous pair are back in the spotlight once again. Our small town of True is bustling with more press than Alaska has seen since Sarah Palin ran for vice president, and scads of tourists are making the trip north from Anchorage to catch a glimpse of the notorious “Con and Lie.”
“You nearly gave me a fucking heart attack, Lilah. I thought we were having another aftershock.” Andi’s accusation seems to fall on deaf ears as Lilah showboats like she just scored a touchdown.
My nerves are just as jangled as Andi’s seem to be, but my head is always on a swivel these days. The steady string of earthquakes and the forest fires caused by the persistent drought have kept those of us who work in search and rescue busier than ever. Despite the best efforts of everyone involved, fires continue to rage down on the Kenai, and a good chunk of the peninsula has been burning all summer. I’ve been picking up slack for my coworkers in every other aspect of our job, since it’s no secret that fire evacs aren’t in my wheelhouse. Everyone has a part of this job that is a hard no. Fires are mine.
While the flames haven’t reached Connor’s property yet, between the trial preparation and the obnoxious and invasive press, he’s already walking the line between steady and batshit crazy like a drunken monkey. Add in planning for a wedding, and I really can’t blame him for skating the edge, but he made me promise not to let him hurt anybody again. Especially not Delilah. Connor was very clear about that one night when we’d had a lot of steak and little too much whiskey.
“Take me out,” he’d said, his scarred brow furrowed and his hazel eyes pleading with me to take him seriously. “I mean it, Boone. If I ever hurt her, even a little. I couldn’t live with myself.”
I know that incident at his mom’s funeral wasn’t intentional, and so does Lilah. I also know Connor, a former Green Beret, is a trained killer. If he goes off the rails, the consequences won’t be pretty. A promise is a promise and, though it makes me sick to even consider it, it’s one I intend to keep. Considering all that’s going on, giving him my word on that issue fills me with anxious dread. Even with all the hours he’s logging in therapy to cope with his PTSD these days, Connor’s bound to erupt if things don’t settle down soon.
I run my palm over my stubbled face. I need coffee. Lots and lots of coffee.
Scalding my hand on Lu’s battered percolator, my traitorous eyes seek out Andi, like always. She’s still staring at Lilah, and her wide eyes and gaping mouth make me whip my head around to see what I’ve missed.
In one hand, Lilah holds a gleaming pair of scissors. In the other, she’s got a fistful of scraggly dark curls. A thunder of footsteps approaches, and Connor stalks into the kitchen, shirtless, his long hair still wild from sleep. The former Green Beret’s brisk arrival would cause most people to cower, but, frankly, we aren’t most people. Delilah crinkles her nose with amusement, and Andi and I both burst into laughter. Three-fourths of Connor’s beard is missing, cropped right up to his chin.
“Good morning to you too, assholes…” Connor exhales, his deep voice resonating with mild indignation.
“It’s almost noon, you lazy ass,” Andi teases him, and her playful tone is a kick in the groin.
For as far back as I can recall, Andi’s been my closest confidant. For nearly a year, we’ve been actively avoiding each other, and watching her enjoy life without me is pure torture.
Even though it’s masochistic, I can’t stop looking at Andi. Bright-eyed and raring to go, she’s probably been up for hours. Extended daylight has always made it hard for her to sleep, and when we were kids, she often ended up nestled up against me in my bed. The thought sends a shiver up my spine.
Even though I slept, I don’t feel well rested. Every time I close my eyes these days, I see fire. Last night was no exception, and each time I came close to drifting off, I’d replay the last night the four of us spent together in this house. With those memories front and center, I can’t look at Andi anymore, so I turn to the coffeepot and pour myself a cup.
LuAnn Campbell, the foul-mouthed bush pilot who took me in when I was a child, went missing ten months ago. At the time of her disappearance, her estranged daughters, Andi and Delilah weren’t on speaking terms. I had to email Delilah, breaking the news of her mother’s disappearance, since Andi wasn’t about to acquiesce. In typical Delilah fashion, she rushed back to Alaska, ready to lead the search. Somehow, she convinced her then-ex, Connor Garrett, to lend a hand. Since Lu and Connor’s mom, Claire, had always been tight, he agreed, but things were tense as hell, since Connor and Lilah had an ugly breakup just before graduating high school.
While half the town was scouring the wilderness for Lu’s missing plane, some opportunistic asshole broke into Lu’s house, where Delilah and Connor happened to be staying. Andi and I came to help put the place back in order. Old grudges came to a head but to my surprise, everyone somehow mended fences. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction, though, and Andi and I, who had always been inseparable, lost our way that night, and we still hadn’t managed to recover.
Andi’s laughing at something Connor said, tucking her hair behind her ear. A jagged scar mars her cheek, and I recall how it killed what was left of her confidence. Her scar doesn’t change the fact that she’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, and even though he’s one of my closest friends, I have the driving urge to deck Connor. I hate Andi’s sunny smile aimed at anyone but me, even though I brought her anger all on myself. I’m hot from my neck to my scalp, and I turn away, hoping no one will notice.
Reaching for more coffee cups, I’m thankful I rearranged Lu’s illogical cupboards right after moving back in last fall. Lu was in pretty bad shape after Connor rescued her, and none of us trusted her to take proper care of herself. Working per diem for search and rescue like I do, my schedule has flexibility, and it made sense for me to come help her out. But trying to help LuAnn is like trying to talk a toddler down in the throes of a tantrum. Hobbling around in a sling and walking cast, she took charge of the local airport just days after her discharge from the hospital. Her promotion was poetic justice since the vacancy was left by Ronald Warren, now rocking an orange jumpsuit for his role in her kidnapping. Lu obviously has the airport whipped into shape, because she’s currently off on the first actual vacation I’ve ever known her to take.
“Good riddance!” Delilah’s melodramatic declaration rips me out of my musings. She disposes of Connor’s defunct beard with a shudder. I hand her a cup of coffee as a silent trophy, then give one to Connor as a consolation prize.
“Thanks.” Connor throws piping-hot coffee back like he’s doing a shot. “Wow, that’s nuclear.”
“You dumbass.” Lilah rocks her shoulder into him before sidestepping me to dump half and half into her cup, nearly overfilling it.
“I’m a little sad to see the beard go. I was looking forward to the bigfoot-abducts-the-bride photos,” Andi jokes, and I smirk over the rim of my coffee cup.
Always the comedian, Connor’s been relentlessly teasing Lilah about poses he’s compiling to pass along to their wedding photographer when they finally get around to making things official. The battle of the beard has continued to escalate since she accepted his proposal in May.
Connor smiles broadly, his wonky manscaping causing him to resemble a dimwitted pirate. “I’ve got plenty of time to grow it back.”
Andi snorts, and she and Connor clink their coffee cups together.
Delilah rolls her eyes. “My vote is the only one that should count. Kissing you with that thing is like making out with a muskrat’s ass.”
“You weren’t complaining about my mouth last night.” Connor chuckles and tosses an arm around her neck.
Lilah sucks in a loud breath as she dodges some of her coffee, which slops out of her cup.
Andi groans, broadcasting her distaste. “Don’t ruin my appetite. I’ve already got breakfast on the stove. We’ve got to get an early start on Dad’s place or we won’t make a dent.”
“That ain’t no lie,” Connor murmurs, and Delilah sighs vacantly.
Still reeling from LuAnn serving him divorce papers, Dick went on the bender of all benders. Then he pulled a complete one-eighty the day she left for vacation, and he asked me to drive him to rehab.
“And for the record,” Andi continues, her tone playful as if she wants to lighten the mood, “if I find even one piece of hair in my food, I’m kicking both of your asses.”
The entire conversation plays out like I’m watching it on television, wondering if they’d still include me if I could tell them what I was thinking. My selective mutism is my barricade. It keeps the world at arm’s length, but it keeps me safe. All three of these people have spent years doing everything they can think of to make me feel like one of them, but I’ll always be an outsider.
Andi brushes past me to retrieve the eggs from the fridge. Her fluid movements mesmerize me as she crosses back to the stove top and reaches up for some spices, her long hair trailing behind her like ribbons of Kentucky bourbon. Yoga pants hug her every curve, and she may as well be naked from the waist down. My thoughts are so damn wrong right now; I bite the inside of my cheek as a private penance.
Oblivious to my existence, she tosses her highlighted hair over her statuesque shoulder as she turns back to Connor. “Go get dressed before this shit gets cold. And brush your teeth while you’re at it, for all our sakes.”
“I’ve gotta go fix this mess first.” Connor points to his ruined beard, then snags a piece of bacon from the serving platter.
Andi swats at him with the spatula she’s wielding, and he dodges surprisingly well for someone of his size, slipping down the hall like a cat burglar avoiding searchlights.
“And I’ll be recording that blessed event for posterity.” Delilah hurries after him, smiling wryly.
They vanish into the back of the house where Andi, Delilah, and I grew up, leaving Andi and me alone with our awkwardness and the echoing hiss of bacon fat. Normally, quiet is my happy place, but I’m drowning in the absence of her usual bubbly chatter. The fact that she’s not talking to me has tragic symmetry, after years of her enduring my fragmented muteness.
This is my fault. I knew better. God knows I was warned.

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Book Info:

Screams. Flames. Shivering alone in the bitter Alaskan night – That’s all I can remember from before.

I don’t know where I came from or who I am, and I’m fairly certain I don’t want to. I am absolutely certain about Andi Campbell, though; she’s my light at the end of the tunnel, but I can’t tell her that.

Most of True, Alaska, still shuns me because I won’t speak, but not The Campbells – and that would change if they ever found out what Andi and I did when her mother was missing last summer. Andi seems to agree, and we steer clear of each other now.

But Andi’s sister Delilah is getting married, and it’s impossible to avoid one another at Hennessy Cove, the secluded inn the bride and groom booked for their intimate ceremony. From the moment we touch down, something about the place fills me with dread. And every time I cross paths with the smiling innkeeper, I break out in a cold sweat.

Knowing Andi’s sleeping in the room next door just makes that fever worse.

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Meet the Author:

Raised in small town Iowa, Michelle Pace is an international best-selling, multi-genre author. After studying theater and vocal music and directing and performing in numerous productions, Michelle went on to earn degrees in both liberal arts and nursing. Determined to avoid shoveling snow, she relocated to the Lone Star State with her husband, author L.G. Pace III. Michelle is a mother of three, and she enjoys traveling, live music, and is an enthusiastic amateur beer connoisseur. Still most at home while entertaining an audience, her mission is to write gripping fiction, not fairy tales.
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