Spotlight & Giveaway: Reunion in the Outback by Nicole Flockton

Today it is my pleasure to Welcome author Nicole Flockton to HJ!

Hi Nicole and welcome to HJ! We’re so excited to chat with you about your new release, Reunion in the Outback!

To start off, can you please tell us a little bit about this book?:

Reunion in the Outback is a book about the journey of a married couple who have lost, through no fault of their own, the art of communication. It’s about facing a past you thought you were running from only to find it’s not as bad as you believed it had been. It’s finding out that strong family bonds will lead the way to happiness.
 

Please share your favorite lines or quote(s) from this book:

One of my favorite quotes in the book is where Michael is telling Yolanda’s brother how he feels about her. How he’s always felt about her.

“I’ve wanted your sister since the moment I finally worked up the courage to speak to her. I’m not going to give up on her. On us.” He kept his eye on his wife as she mixed some drinks behind the bar. “We’re a team. Always have been, and in my mind always will be. We are stronger together than apart.” He’d had plenty of time since he returned to town to know that he wasn’t leaving without his wife. She still owned his heart and soul.

What inspired this book?

I was watching a Hallmark Christmas movie and it was about a marriage in peril. Like Yolanda and Michael, this couple still cared deeply but had got busy with life and stopped talking. I remember thinking that I wanted to write a book like that. The funny thing was, it wasn’t until I was editing this book that I realized I had done just that. My subconscious mind was working well before my conscious mind was.

How did you ‘get to know’ your main characters? Did they ever surprise you?

Out of all the Carruthers’ siblings, Yolanda was the most mysterious. She wasn’t on the page much in the other three books so she was always a bit of an enigma to me. She was off in Sydney married and everyone thought she was happy. I knew she wasn’t though. She was hard to write because she wanted to be independent but she also wanted to be loved for who she was now and not who she’d been as a child. I got to know, and love, her as I wrote her. Michael was a bit easier to write as I had his story arc clear in my mind.

What was your favorite scene to write?

One of the scenes I enjoyed writing was the scene where Michael and Yolanda see each other for the first time since she asked for a break and returned to her family in Bunya Junction. It’s in that moment that memories of why they’re together are front and center of their minds. For the moment it’s just them and their daughter.

He stood with Jayne firmly glued to his side, and with his gaze not leaving hers, walked towards her, his pace measured, as if he was worried he was going to spook her. Yolanda’s feet were glued to the ground. She wasn’t going anywhere even if she wanted to, the second their gazes connected the invisible thread that had always been between them, from the first time they kissed, wound around her, anchoring her where she stood. Her breath caught in her throat as he stopped in front of her. He reached out and brushed his fingers down her cheek. The sweet touch had her eyelids drifting shut. She swayed towards him, wanting to feel his lips against hers. In that moment all the reasons she’d walked away from her husband fled her mind and all she wanted was to feel connected to the one person who’d always understood her. A moment later the soft brush of his lips against hers ripped a sigh out of her. God, she’d missed him.

What was the most difficult scene to write?

Can I say the whole book? LOL There was a lot going on personally in my life when I was writing this book and when I was editing it so there were many scenes which were a slog to write at times. To be honest, writing the dedication and acknowledgements made me cry!

But one difficult scene was in the opening when they’re discussing a future child and Michael’s emotions getting the better of him and him saying things he wouldn’t if he wasn’t so emotional

“Umm, I want to bring up the subject again of giving Jayne a brother or sister. I know we discussed it a few months ago, but I’m feeling better now and so much strong- er.” Having grown up the youngest of four had been a trial, more often than not, but she wouldn’t trade her siblings for anything. She wanted Jayne to have that too. Have someone who would give her support and be there for her. And for her to be there for her younger sibling. To help them. To play with them. Nothing was better than knowing you weren’t totally alone in the world.
“No. Emphatically no.” Michael’s body was stiff, as if it was carved out of granite. His lips a firm line and his arms crossed over his chest. He was radiating ‘no entry allowed’. “You heard what the doctor said after the miscarriage, when you almost died. The risk is too great. I won’t allow it.”
Yolanda reared back. “I’m sorry, what? You won’t allow it? We have a partnership here, Michael. You don’t lord over me.”

Would you say this book showcases your writing style or is it a departure for you?

I think this book is true to my style. I’m trying to grow as a writer and dig deeper into more complex subjects with my characters and I feel like I did that with this book.

What do you want people to take away from reading this book?

I hope the readers who read this book enjoy the journey I’ve taken them on. That when they finish the last page they sigh with contentment and happiness. It doesn’t always happen but love and communication will win the day.

What are you currently working on? What other releases do you have planned?

I’m currently working on a book for Susan Stoker’s Operation Alpha fan fiction world which will release later this year. I’ve got a rom-com I co-wrote with my bestie Kadie Scott aka Abigail Owen. That’s coming out in April.

Thanks for blogging at HJ!

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Excerpt from Reunion in the Outback:

Yolanda Watson checked the calendar for a sixth time; the numbers hadn’t changed.
“Lana, have you seen my chef’s coat? I need to get going.” Her husband’s voice pulled her from her study of the dates, and she whirled around to find him behind her.
“I left it hanging in the bathroom so the steam could help with the creases.”
Michael smiled and her stomach dropped. She’d been a sucker for that smile from the first time she saw it. It had taken at least a year before she’d summoned up the courage to talk to him. “Thanks, babe.” He dropped a quick kiss on her cheek.
She glanced back at the calendar. This conversation wasn’t going to be easy, she knew it, but they needed to have it. Of course, she could be wrong and her period was late for any number of reasons. She’d been stressed about the make-up videos. She’d been doing them for years and all of a sudden they’d taken off. She was getting emails about endorsing products and people wanting more and more tips. All the while she was having to come up with new content, while dealing with a three-year-old, which wasn’t the easiest thing to do. Plus, as much as she loved doing her videos, she needed to evaluate if this was something she wanted to make a career out of. It was a big step and one she couldn’t make without thinking through all aspects of it.
“Honey, I know you’re about to head out the door, but I need to ask you something.”
Michael walked back into the kitchen, looking devastatingly handsome in his pristine white chef’s jacket. Pride welled up inside her; he’d achieved so much in such a short time.
Yes, his job was stressful and the hours were long, but he loved it and she wanted him to be happy. What she wanted to talk to him about may not make him happy, and there was still a chance she was wrong. Maybe she should start the conversation as more of a hypothetical scenario.
“I can give you two minutes. Shoot.”
“Umm, I want to bring up the subject again of giving Jayne a brother or sister. I know we discussed it a few months ago, but I’m feeling better now and so much stronger.” Having grown up the youngest of four had been a trial, more often than not, but she wouldn’t trade her siblings for anything. She wanted Jayne to have that too. Have someone who would give her support and be there for her. And for her to be there for her younger sibling. To help them. To play with them. Nothing was better than knowing you weren’t totally alone in the world.
“No. Emphatically no.” Michael’s body was stiff, as if it was carved out of granite. His lips a firm line and his arms crossed over his chest. He was radiating ‘no entry allowed’. “You heard what the doctor said after the miscarriage, when you almost died. The risk is too great. I won’t allow it.”
Yolanda reared back. “I’m sorry, what? You won’t allow it? We have a partnership here, Michael. You don’t lord over me.”
He scrubbed a hand through his hair, his shoulders slumped and a look of desolation filled his eyes. A look she’d never seen before. “I’m sorry, Lana, you’re right. I shouldn’t have phrased it that way. But the thought of losing you fills me with a bone-deep fear. I don’t want to go through …” He paused, lowering and shaking his head. When he lifted it again his gaze was blank. No emotion showed on his features. “You know what? It doesn’t matter, having another child is not an option. And nothing will change the way I feel.”
“But …”
“No, Yolanda. The doctor said it was too much of a risk. I won’t support another pregnancy, or the very idea of trying for another child. Even if the doctor changed his mind and now said the risks weren’t high, it’s still not going to happen. Plus, it’s not exactly a good time to have another child. The restaurant is ridiculously busy and needs all my attention. I can’t let Charles down, not after all he’s done for me. For us. In my mind the subject is closed.”
She was beginning to loathe the restaurant that had given Michael a chance when he’d had no experience at all. The place was becoming his mistress and she didn’t think he even realised it. Ever since her close call he’d thrown himself into his work, as if he didn’t want to be around her anymore. He never took his allocated hours off. The time he spent at home with her and Jayne was reducing every day.
“That’s not fair, Michael. We had Jayne without any issues, maybe what happened to me was just one of those freak occurrences. I could be fine next time around. And I wouldn’t be the only mother whose husband worked busy hours. I’m not going to fall apart having a baby while also having a toddler.”
In all their time together he’d never dug his heels in like he was doing now. They always talked and compromised. Since her miscarriage, however, he’d treated her as if she was made of spun glass and would shatter at any moment. Again, something he’d never done, unlike her family who had always treated her that way. He’d always seen her as capable of doing anything she wanted, and he’d never stopped her from trying.
Why couldn’t he see that she was still the person she’d always been? She truly believed that what happened with her second pregnancy was a once-in-a-million thing and this baby, if she was pregnant, wouldn’t cause her harm.
“I don’t know how many times I have to say this, there won’t be a next time,” Michael stated forcefully. “I’ll have a vasectomy if it means keeping you safe.”
Shock slammed into her and she had to stop herself from doubling over as if she’d been punched in the stomach. “You’d go and do that without telling me?”
He paused and her heart dropped that he would consider doing something so life altering without even discussing it with her. He wouldn’t, would he? Or worse, if she said she thought she was pregnant would he tell her to get rid of the child?
No, he wouldn’t do that. Michael wasn’t like that at all. As much as she might wonder now if she knew him at all, she did know that he would never ask that of her.
He blew out a breath, lifting his gaze upward momentarily before dropping it to meet hers. “No, of course I wouldn’t do something like that without talking to you. Now, I’ve got to go to work.”
Again she couldn’t read what was going through his mind. Normally he was an open book to her, but he’d been closing himself off from her piece by piece. What was happening to them?
“Of course you do.” She couldn’t keep the sarcasm out of her voice, frustrated at how they appeared to be so out of sync with each other. “You’ve spent so much time there recently, instead of with your family, I’m beginning to think you prefer the company of the staff and not your wife and daughter.”
“That’s not true, Lana.”
“Isn’t it? You’re always there now, Michael.”
Michael ran fingers through his hair, mussing it. Normally she would reach out and smooth it down, but not now. There was a gap building between them and she didn’t know how to bridge it. “I want to continue talking about this, but you know my schedule. I have to leave now to get there on time. We’ll talk more when I get home.” He came up and brushed his lips against her cheek.
As the door clicked behind him, he took every hope that maybe she could change his mind. That she could convince him what had happened months ago wouldn’t happen again, no matter what the doctor said. But if Michael couldn’t support a theoretical pregnancy, would he be there for her if it did turn out she was really pregnant? What did this all mean to their marriage? Was it time to sit back and take a good hard look at the status of their relationship?
Would Michael ever look at her the way he had prior to her miscarriage? Was he escaping to work now because he didn’t know how to tell her that he wanted out?
Where were these thoughts coming from? She’d never had them before, never doubted the strength of their marriage, but perhaps both of them had changed since her close call.
Emotions tumbled through her like clothes in a dryer. Her doctor had warned her about her hormones taking a few months to settle down after the miscarriage. Now, if she was pregnant, they could be even more out of control than normal. Were her erratic hormones to blame for her seeing things in her relationship that weren’t there? Or were they opening her eyes to the fine cracks starting to weave through her and Michael’s relationship?
Her hands drifted to her stomach. If it turned out she was pregnant, she would do everything she had to, to make sure she kept this baby safe. Were they being given a second chance, after all?
Or was it the death knell for their marriage?
So many questions she didn’t know the answers to. She needed to think and maybe the only way she could do that clearly was to take some time away from Michael. The thought burned her in the chest like a hot poker. They hadn’t been apart since they left home, perhaps that was their problem too.
Yolanda closed her eyes. Sometimes doing the hardest thing was the best thing in the world. Was she brave enough to take the leap? If it meant seeking clarity in her marriage then yes, she’d have to do it.
But how did she break it to Michael?

Michael leaned against the front door and blew out a breath, his mind churning over the conversation he’d just walked out on.
He’d handled it all wrong.
But Yolanda had blindsided him with talk of having another child. All the memories of what happened to her the last time she was pregnant had slammed into him and he’d reacted without thinking. His fear of losing her took away his ability to have a reasonable conversation. He couldn’t even voice his tumultuous thoughts to Yolanda. Couldn’t tell her what he’d gone through while he’d waited to find out if she would live or die. That the image of her lying in a pool of blood was forever imprinted in his mind. Even after all these months, it was too raw still.
It wasn’t only the health risks to his wife that made having another child a bad idea. There was something going on at the restaurant. He couldn’t put his finger on what was happening, but Charles had been at the restaurant more than usual.
Everything at Charlie’s was running smoothly. They were booked solid and the staff turnover was at its lowest. Yet he couldn’t shake the idea that everything he’d worked for since he and Yolanda had left Bunya Junction was beginning to fall apart.
Was Charles thinking of replacing him with a better chef?
Michael shuddered at the thought. He’d worked his fingers to the bone for that restaurant. Even now he was putting in longer hours than necessary. And it was taking a toll on his marriage.
Subconsciously he knew he was staying longer because of fear. Fear that he’d lose everything he’d worked for in his life. He almost had when Yolanda lost their child. He’d taken it as a warning that nothing was permanent. No doubt that was a hang-up from his youth, when his dad would get a job and everything would be great for a couple of weeks and then he’d lose it because he’d arrive drunk. Or forget that he had a job because of his drinking.
Michael wasn’t going to do that to his family. He wasn’t going to put them in such dire straits that they could lose everything. Now was definitely not the right time to talk about or even consider having another child.
How did he make Yolanda understand that?

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Book Info:

Everyone deserves a second chance…

Yolanda Watson thought she had left her hometown in her rearview mirror when she married her high school sweetheart and moved to the big city. Nearly a decade later, she’s returning to Bunya Junction newly separated and with her young daughter in tow. Maybe, surrounded by family, she can start again and rebuild her life. Although a piece of her heart is still miles away…

Michael Watson thought he had it all, until his wife left him and everything else in his life quickly crumbled at his feet. But Michael isn’t one to give up so easily, and he especially isn’t ready to end the marriage to his soulmate. Determined to put his family back together, he heads to Bunya Junction, willing to do whatever it takes to make Yolanda see that their story is far from over. Although telling her the truth about his circumstances is harder than he thought.

But secrets have a way of coming out. When Yolanda’s and Michael’s are revealed, it’ll be the ultimate test of their love.

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Meet the Author:

USA Today Bestselling author Nicole Flockton writes sexy contemporary romances, seducing you one kiss at a time as you turn the pages. Nicole likes nothing better than taking characters and creating unique situations where they fight to find their true love.

On her first school report her teacher noted “Nicole likes to tell her own stories”. It wasn’t until after the birth of her first child and after having fun on a romance community forum that she finally decided to take the plunge and write a book. Now with over 20 books published she hasn’t looked back.

Apart from writing Nicole is busy looking after her very own hero – her wonderfully supportive husband, and two fabulous kids. She also enjoys watching sports and, of course, reading.
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